desm0nd life..

Hi long time din come in

2009-02-22T23:18:00.004+08:00

It have been so long time din come in, at last i really out from McD July 2008.
Now I'm a Trainee Manager in Subway, now station at Singapore EXPO.
Tis is the 2nd months liao very fast........................................................
Aft I left McD I 1st join Koufu Food Court as Outlet Manager, the job is easy to do
but too bad the BOSS is too bossy n wan us to work as no break, u must stay in the
FOOD COURT at all time, if he din see u, to him u wen to eat snake.
Cos there is once he came n I was infornt of him, yet he said I'm not in the outlet.
wat lao, I explain to him tat I was infornt of him yet he said din see me.
Haiz............... Old man.
So aft long thinking I decided to leave the company, the reason is the company
got no system at all.
So I go on line to look for job, sent lot of resume but no reply. until 1 day someone called me
tat is Hwee Ling from Ramnant Holding. I thought jia luck did I sent the resume to the wrong company,
Luckily Hwee Ling said her company is 1 of the Subway Franchisee, so I decided to have a try.
To my suprise Morning I wen for intoview afternoon I received the call of offers.
So I now I'm happily waorking in tis company n I sure I will work here for long.
NO JOKE.

2007-05-01T08:17:00.000+08:00

at last I found ex-McD manager hp nos,

cos i was told tat she doing very good in her new workplace.

well, had call her n ask her to help to get a position in her workplace

n she said no problem. hoping the good news come asap.

today wake up rather early, cos cun sleep liao.

maybe be cos of today can start to count down my day in McD.

29 days to go.

n oso aft given the letter i feel the whole body had lighten a lot a lot.

really... it have been long time dun have tis feeling liao.

i think should be 29 days to get out from ML the bitch hand.

but be true i feel sad to leave,

wat ever it is, i working for tis company already 10 years le.

now need to start everything again.

n i really miss all my friend in McD.

tis 10 years happy more than sadness.

hope everything will be alright.

2007-04-30T20:42:00.000+08:00

ha it have been long time did not update my blog.

aft 13 Apr 07 when i went to meet VS,

i had make up my mind that it time for me to leave tis company.

so today 30 Apr 2007

i had bring down my resignation letter to ML.

(ha ha ha oso my MC for today n tml)

know wat she said i kan MC, cos i cun get my request for long leave.

haiz... i actually forgot abt the long leave,

when she told me tat i need to work for mthend on last mth,

n i had cancelled all my plan.

actually i wanted to help to do mthend,

but aft she said i kan MC, i decided not to help.

n half way of her conversation i just tell her

ok. i make a move, n just walk out of the store.

well aft today i left 30 days to go for my resignation.

My offical last day will be 30 May 2007.

tis is the another big decision tat i had make in my life.

the last time was in the army aft my 2nd contract.

Good luck n take good care to all my friend in Mcdonald's.

2007-03-21T11:55:00.000+08:00

Time pass very fast, Chinese New Year had already pass.

This CNY really not so happy, cos had a big fight w Jeffrey n causes

we break off, we r finished he decided to move out.

but I dun wan.... I wan him to w me.

But too bad it really come to the end.

with no choice I propose tat I will let him go after my Birthday.

cos we started on my Birthday 7 years ago.

so I wan it to have a complete 7 years.

Well although I lost him, but there r still got 3 mans waiting for me,

ha..ha...ha... wat a joke.

But I still wan him. Haiz.......... Very cheap rite.

Cos tis 3 mans all r better den him (hee. hee. hee. tat pcs)

So now i only can put 3 of them on hold until after my Birthday.

Tat day had sent a email to VS, regards on my request of transfer.

but till now there is no news. dun noe can aprove or not.

well cross my finger hope tat it will approve.

2007-01-30T02:42:00.000+08:00

I dun know why nowadays even my shift oso down crew

seem like I m ML the 2nd,

all people din turn up to work.

I swear I din offen anyone, but still got ppl dun come to work.

I was told tat Teng is not coming to my shift anymore.

why?????? why????? why??????

do i did anything wrong n make her dun wan to work for me.

I should be the 1 angry w her, as she been no show on my shift lot of time.

but why............. anyone can tell me.

Tat day wen ML wan me to ask Teng to return uniform,

I tried my best to talk to ML tat I will talk to Teng,

as I know Teng need money n she haven found a new job.

But why she dun come on my shift liao.

feel so sad.....................................................

I wan to say a very BIG Thank You to Pei Lan,

she have been helping me all these days wen I down Crew.

Pei Lan Thank you very very Much.

Oso I wan to say very sorry to Kit,

it have been delay for so long.

really sorry, Kit. Today I will settle it.

2007-01-28T20:51:00.000+08:00

Ha, I'm back again.

Long time din come in

also no one post any message to me

Life is still very bad

wondering how can i get over it

have been trying all kind of way but still no change

haiz.......................................................................

hope everything goes smooth after the Chinese New Year (CNY)

2007-01-11T21:53:00.000+08:00

Again today my HP non-stop rining again.

why she always closing on Thursday

all closers do not want to work for her

haiz................ come again my hp again rining

haiz..........................

These few days I had make a very very stupid mistake again

all my bonus $$$$$$$$$$$ all gone

still got lot of things haven't settle

dun no how to settle liao.

Haiz.................................................

why why why make the stupid mistake again and again.

Haiz..................................

2007-01-09T16:24:00.000+08:00

have been rather long time never come in liao.

cos nobody reply

well lately seem like i give up hope on my work

life still very bad, still working hard to over come it

why do i say give up hope on my work

cos ML still alife & there is nothing done from the HR

there are numbers of ppl sent out email to HR

but.............. there isn't any reply

haiz.................... give up lah

2006-12-04T11:47:00.000+08:00

I am back again,

today go NSC injection,

my rasher still here,

dun no wen will it be clear.

next week going for another injection.

the injection very pain

no joke very pain.

hope it will clear very very fast.

later going to work,

today I must finish the schedules

cos tis week got no D day.

haiz................ haiz................ haiz................

must finh by today.

2006-11-30T09:23:00.000+08:00

haiz...............

few days back have publish a post,

but due to connection error it gone.

now got a chance again,

so must do a fast post if not connection error again die liao.

well life still very very bad.

still waiting it gone and good life comes to me

hope that the lfe will be

from bad to good

from good to better

from better to best.

when will it be coming?

soon.......... soon........... soon............

i believe i will stand up again

ya the connection just gone now back agai

so must cut short...............

next time come back again....................

2006-11-20T11:18:00.000+08:00

it seem like rather long time din come here since the last 1,

aft reading sharon's blog she is in deeply mad w PAN NIU,

well life still hv to goes on.

lately i feel tat i can really control my temper,

n i control it to the extreme till i oso dun believe tat is me.

firstly it happen in KKH, becoz of a small thing

the mad ML make it to very big n confronted me n wan to quarrel w me.

knows wat i just sit down there n i just talk to her very comly.

if last time i will shout at her liao.

another 1 is Jeffrey, tat day he going for dinner aft work,

i told him tat i wan to join him,

it hv been long time we din go dinner together liao,

but he dun allow me to join,

i so angry n i follow him,

n he just run very fast,

so i keep calling him,

he dun ans call, very very angry.

at last he ans the call.

i tell him aft his dinner i wan him to come home b4 10pm,

tat time is about 9pm plus liao.

i oso said if he dun come back b4 10pm he will regret.

i'm not going to do stuipd thing lah.

just wan to give him a lesson (fight lah).

so he came back b4 10pm,

he start shorting at me,

same thing happen again,

i just sitting at the sofa n talk to him very comly,

questioned him is it tat he got someone else liao.

he wait for a while den ans me wat do i think.

i told him if he got someone else tell me

i will let him go, (hey tis is not me)

i even said i dun like to share my love one w someone,

i ask him to think carefully n decide.

till yesterday he still dun tell me

until i force him den he said,

he still dun said, (very angry)

but anyway in my mind i tell myself he dun hv someone else.

as if he hv, the way he talk will be differently

with him for 7 years liao

he got how many hair...(hee hee)

how long is his ....... i oso know.

there is 1 time we go spa,

we agreeded to find our fun.

so we go our own way aft we go into the spa.

in the dark room i found someone,

but the moment i feel the .....,

i short out his name.

he got shout abt it.

i tell him w him so long,

his ..... size i can feel it w my finger tip.

well now i know he just testing my love to him

YA TIN TOU GUANG XIA (in cantonese).

I'm Back

2006-11-04T16:10:00.000+08:00

It have been long time never come in here liao.

haiz tks to Kit Ying press the wrong key,

end up I'm unable to log in.

Btw lately life stil very bad.

still seaching for $$$$$$$$.

Dun noe wen can solve the problem.. Haiz.........

really hope 1 of tis day I can settled all problem.

well lately my life in KKH still ok,

but 2 days back I kana scold by ML again.

all tis tks to Kit Teng the ah pui, Esham n Hanis

they changed shift w/o informing me or the mgr,

end up mgr complaint tat they can change shift as they wish.

Haiz...... so no choice I have to stop it.

Oso tat day when go for 1st Trg in KAP,

I notice tat SL keep looking at me,

dun noe why, when he talk he will look over to my side,

even Haja oso notice it,

n oso whenvever SL wan to say something,

I will noe in advance n I just say out,

SL will use wat I said to talk to all.

Ha... Ha.... Ha.... it funny.

Haja oso ask me how I know wat he wan to say,

I said dun noe just got the feel tat he wan to use the word.

Lately my skin very sensitive,

see doctor in polyclinic,

the doctor cun tell me wat sickness I having,

even aft blood test, she said not infection,

just give me cream toapply.

so I wen to see Chinese physician,

he said my body very heaty,

the body heat cun clear from the body,

as such the skin got rushes,

looks like chicken pot.

2006-09-27T17:39:00.000+08:00

aft reading kit n ah lan's blog, seen like both of them

not very happi, but i m unable to help them

as i myself oso got lots of problem.

cheer up both sisters

2006-09-27T16:56:00.000+08:00

today rather boring, seen like very lazy to move,

it have been fews days asking around for help

but till now no one able to help me

tis morning the power supply being cut off liao

luckily I came out fast aft talk to the man

he just remind me to settle the bill fast

if not 7 days later the water supply going to cut off soon.

Haiz............ Who can help me

really I dun know wat to do liao

why all these things all happen to me

wat shd I do, in order all these SUAI things dun happen to me

anyone can tell me wat shd I do

I really very tired liao.

as I said before, wen I got the $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

I can see lot of my friends around me,

but wen I got problem need $$$$$$$$$$$$

no one there to help me.

it is very unfair, why I help other n I have to suffer.

who can help....................

who can help...................

if I able to settle all these problem,

I will make sure I will do lot of community work to pay back

I really mean it. wen I was young I do swear to SHENG tat

I will help lot of ppl who needed help

whatever I can, so wat did I do wrong,

how can I overcome all the problem.

who can help.....................

who can help....................

2006-09-26T21:22:00.000+08:00

hey, it have been few days din come in liao,

tis few days opening, M shift n tis 2 days off day

tat day opening i read the comms bk get to know tat

SL is looking for me, so I called him at abt 9am

haiz........... kana a pcs of mind from him,

later I call VS to inform her abt wat SL said,

same thing got a pcs of mind from her too.

wat did I do wrong, all things happen I did not get involve

but end up they said I Bo Char,

yes by rite I shd stand at Megan's side but if myself dun agreed

how to stand at her side, she always hide all things from me

I tried to ask her but still she do not release to me.

tat day M shift I over slept, I reach store at 11am

Megan said I treat her very unfair,

but I told her not I dun put in enough crew for her

is just the crew themself requested off.

I rather BU XUAN, so I tell Megan I wan to have a talk w her,

aft the long talk, we had agreed w if she got any update

she will release to me in order for me to help her.

Tis store really need both Megan n myself to be get it fix.

If she still dun trust me I think is very hard for me to work there.

Really hope it work.

2006-09-23T00:44:00.000+08:00

Today is a very meaningful day for me,

hope wat I had done will change my life to a new one

BS13 came to re-arrange my house SHENG TAI,

it look so clean n neat n very organize,

aft tat went over to his house prepare for tonite prayer

I start first, I sit on the chair waiting for the SHENG to come into me,

but failed. So we continue to do the same process

but still cannot, as from BS13 he said it is coming just abit more to go

so his turn, he start off with big SHENG,

but half way came his original SHENG,

aft tat by rite the big SHENG shd come

but.................... He was being punish,

later the big SHENG came n said tat,

he did not take full vergetarian for last 2 days

tat why he being punish, and the big SHENG said,

As for me, is because I did not relax myself n I shd not scare oso.

he said next time (will be 15th of the lunar mth) I will make it.

I really hope tat I can make it as like tat I can help lot of ppl.

Tis is the wish since I m young wen I see my grand uncle in law

help ppl with his power.

btw SL is going to meet BS13, n he is so worry abt it

I told him not to worry, just go as normal, if SL approve his resignation

just tell SL off wat had happen is his store. And tat why he wan to leave.

I promise BS13 to go with him. So tml I go over to his store to wait for him

n follow him to AM10. Hope everything is ok for him.

well need to Z Z Z Z Z Z Z Z Z Z Z liao. Whole day of meaningful job done.

2006-09-21T23:50:00.000+08:00

another day gone le, tml is CHU YI, last day of CI ZAI,

BS13 is coming at 11am to rearrange my SHENG TAI.

oh.... oh.... oh..... aft taken the medicine very sleepy le

oh.... oh..... oh.......... still dun sleep my eye is closing le

i think really have to stop here le cannot tahan le.

oh.............. oh.............. oh...................

2006-09-21T11:22:00.000+08:00

still having fever, it has been few days le

just came back from the clinic

the doctor suspect i suffer from dengue fever,

if by tml the fever still highhe will send me for blood test

btw yesterday nothing happened leh.

john's father din turn up.

no show to see, haiz.......................

aft the mtg I took a bus home,

the bus very slow, take at least 1 n a half hour to reach home.

aft dinner rest for a while n go sleep liao

he went out, dun noe wat time he came back

he so caring, ask me am I feel better or not

wan to go n see doctor, so touching.

2006-09-19T09:49:00.000+08:00

so good of Kit she will be off the whole week.

but din see her in the blog or msn leh.

btw kit thanks for helping me to do tis blog,

i reaaly like it very much.

how is XU PEI LAN, did she got her

temp passport, as her dun feel down cheer up lah.

2006-09-19T09:38:00.000+08:00

another day of off day, but going to burn as tonite need to go back store to meet john's father,

still having fever and whole body pain,

btw tis morning sms nic wish him HAPPY BIRTHDAY but no reply

wondering is it he change his hp noe le.

anyway even he dun reply i oso wishing him happy birthday.

ha yesterday jeffrey so good he bought chinese herble tea for me

so nice of him. Love him deep deep.

ya neary forgoten, today need to do lot of house work as tis friday

BS13 is coming to my house.

he will be here to help me to re arrange my SHENG TAI,

as it causes me lot of bad luck.

and tis friday i going to be media liao,

DA BO GONG is coming to my body to BAN GONG SHI.

looking forward to tis day, as it has been my wish for long long time.

to help other who haave problem.

2006-09-19T02:11:00.000+08:00

ha today is Nic's birthday,

must remember to sms him to wish him Happy Birthday.

dun noe how is he now, lost contact for so long

still with Andrew n Micheal or only 1 of them

he seem like much more luckier den me

able to manage with 2 person

if for me I cun take it.

i can have lot of ONS but not relationship.

not even my ..........., i dun allow too.

I will feel very sad if he really do so.

2006-09-19T01:26:00.000+08:00

haiz cun sleep again, still having headache.

so come in to the blog again.

Just now John's father called me.

said tat why revathy acuse john steal her Hp.

I told him the victim got the rite to suppect anyone,

but aft check thru no one said john took it.

so he hang up his phone

a while later he called again,

said tat why Megan oso acuse john.

haiz..............................

i oso dun know how to ans him

so just ask him to call store to talk to megan.

again he called, tis time wan me to be in store tml at 8pm

to sit down with megan, revathy, john n himself to clarify tis matter.

aiyo YUAN WAN ah........................................

my off day going to burn liao.

oso he said wan to talk to bigger boss, (Vikki)

so i sms vikki inform her abt it.

vikki wan me not to join in the conversation,

just to withness the whole things,

let megan to handle it.

megan going to TOU TONG liao.

just now i saw Sharon Choy in the msn,

asked for her blogger n oso ask her to link me in her blogger.

ha ha ha, seem like now everyone got blogger liao.

2006-09-18T15:29:00.000+08:00

until tis age den know how to do blogging.

so today I off, I try to write more of my feeling.

all these years i did not really enjoy my life,

aft 'O' level start to work in McD as crew aft 2 years enlisted to Army,

3 months later sign on as regular musician.

times flying very fast, 10 years gone my contract end,

if I sign again I need to sign until 45 yr old, by tat time i m Lao ko ko le.

so I decided to come out to see tis "beautiful World............."

Haiz............................................ "Beautiful world"

I join McD as a TM, again times flies very very fast

another 10 years gone i just still a 1st Asst Mgr.

my life still the same as bad as army time, now even worst.

is it i cun run away of "1st position",

in army my last rank is 1st Sergeant,

now oso 10 years in McD oso 1st Asst Mgr.

Haiz.......................................................

How nice i can get out of the 1st position,

my life maybe better.

I see all my friend when they r in their early 20,

they enjoy their life

n me........... have to work to support my family

cos my dad said i sign on liao i will have to support the family.

every month my pay is not for myself all to my family.

why so unfair........................................

I wan to have a happy and enjoyable life.

happy life, enjoyable life wen r u coming to me.

...............................................................................

2006-09-18T15:22:00.000+08:00

After calling n sms all friend still unable to get the loan..

so I pray to Da Bo Gong to help me.

Hope tonite I can strike TOTO.

I oso pray tat I only wan to strike the amount which allow me to settle all my debt.

And the balance I will get them to do charity.

Really hope Da Bo Gong can help me.

Life

2006-09-18T15:20:00.000+08:00

Today need to settle lot of things but.......
where to get $$$$$$$$$$$$.
how.........
very sad...... As no one able to help me.
think back wen I got $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
all my friend will appear infront of me
now................. haiz
wen they need help I got no 2nd word just help

now................ haiz
wen I need help all disappear liao.
some even worst borrow $$$$$$ from me liao
run away liao, can't find them at all.
seem like they had disappear in the air.
now how...............................
really headache......................
Who can help me...................
Who can help me...................
I really dun noe wat to do
my house electricity going to being cut off liao.
my boss keep calling me to pay the $$$$$ to office
Bank oso calling me liao.
friends tat I borrow $$$$$ from oso calling me liao.
now how.........................
I really dun noe how to settle liao.